Wednesday, May 12, 2010

What I've Wanted Most


He did not asked me what I want he just presumed that I wanted a house; unknowingly I am l longing for a Home

We could build our house together step by step, but these he doesn’t know.

I wanted to hold his hand to feel those calluses, those hardships he had for all these years.

I wanted to feel his embrace, and feel its comfort

I longed to feel his kisses.

I really want to be with him right this moment; I want to start a lifetime with him

I can face anything with him, I don’t fear the future.

But how can these be?
when he can’t face himself to stand and say “YES” to spend a lifetime with me.